dear anonymous poster/ stalker,

i love you.

okay. my community is up and running.

check it: crafty_bitch.

journal now, friends only.

want to be added? comment.

fuck everyone and their opinions. and whoever replied anonymous to my art post, can't spell.

p.s. i hurt. don't bother to care.

he shares.
he loves me.
he is beautiful.
he ALWAYS makes me smile when i am upset or angry.
he is adorable.
he has curly blonde hair.
he is very smart.
he sometimes gets a runny nose.
he has cute feet and they never smell.
he rubs my back.
he cares about my feelings and opinions.
he likes my art.
he thinks i am beautiful.
he makes my body all warm with love.
he fills my tummy with butterflies at least once a day.
he makes me realize how important things are.

oh, i could go on. oh yes, i could...

he loves my body.
he plays with my hair when i start to fall asleep.
he likes to snuggle with me.
he does things for me when he might not want to.
he has given me pretty rocks.
he is the best kisser.
he is the best love maker.
he is the SEXY.


and more...

he listens to me when i whine.
he holds my hand a lot.
he kisses my cheek softy (i like that).
he rubs his feet with mine under the covers.
he lets himself be uber goofy.
he is good at loving me.
he is good at making me happy.
he makes me a better person.

my best friend (lacy) cheated on her boyfriend (alex). i'm friends with alex... as well, and i'm basically his cousin. joshua is friends with alex. so. joshua and i, and alex and lacy...we all used to hang out. seems like now there isn't going to be any of that. joshua and i hang out with alex mostly now, i've asked lacy to hang out with me, but she'd rather hang out with her new "boyfriend."

tonight was fun, besides all of that.
went over to joshua's (mmm...)
alex was there...then he left to go do some things.
lacy came over while alex was gone, she didn't stay, because
she went looking for her new "boyfriend" of course...
alex came back. we went to the mall (joshua got me earrings,
but they hurt my ears, so we gave them to his sister. he also got me incense. <3.
and he got 12g earrings, and i got his old 14g ones, so on the gauging we go)
then ihop, then to see daredevil.
that movie was pretty damn good. we had gone to the arcade at the mall
and i got about 230 tickets (thanks to joshua, eric, and matt helping me).
i basically only bought those rubber things that you blow up and push the
air out, and it farts. yep. did that at the movies...quite amusing. the people sitting
in front of me, moved. haha.

eric and matt had met us at ihop. then after the arcade, j showed up.
so, j, eric, matt, alex, joshua and i all went to the movies. soooo fun.
i like holding joshua's hand at the movies. it's quite romantic.

e-two's show tomorrow. i'm pretty excited. i have to remind myself not to
forget my camera. so. reminded.

this is the longest post i've ever written in three years, and possibly most pointless. just
updating everyone. it's been awhile.

<3's,
voncille.

voncille: i think i'll wear a skirt today.
joshua: a skirt?
voncille: yes.
joshua: BOYS WILL LOOK